For you.

Its been interesting seeing my days go by with you by my side, not only has it been interesting but it has been meaningful to me. You should understand that my happiness is built with you in part. What is there to feel? when you are hurt, you will have my support, my best. Will this ease the pain? I dislike watching you feeling down, upset and hurt but I cant blame you as human emotions are not controlled by the mind however felt and experienced by the heart. Your pain is only there because you have gone through hardship and unforgettable memories. Memories give you a place to live in, a place to live in the past. But don't depend your life on them, as your life will only be directed to your present and future, be happy and it will change.

I only reflect on my memories, but my mind is set to happy experiences so that I could give a smile as I sit here writing this blog for you and myself. Please grow strong, and live with strength so that you can hold your place and live a better life. I only want to see you walking with a sweet smile on your face, if you are upset I will be there to change your state, If you are hurt I will be there to take care of you, If you are afraid ill be there to protect you. Remember my promises as I will not break them, but do not depend on me because I cant understand you more than you do for yourself. Follow your heart as I will follow mine, and lets see where it will lead us in life. All the experiences we have gone through please try and forget about them... they mean nothing to me anymore but I can tell you today that if we start new again it would be very different. I can only be a friend to you, therefore my sweet times with you will not happen again. I am Sorry. But I know you would not care, for some reason sometimes i just feel that my love for you as a friend have not been appreciated, I at times wait for your call, I wait for you to speak but you are not there for me. When I feel alone you are at times not there for me. But its alright because as the promises i have made i will always be there for you this will not change, and i will be happy to take my actions to, love, care, and protect you. If you need help come to me as I will be waiting to help you. But remember I can only be your friend.